ery weird though. Ive never seen him w/o them.

well i must go.
ta-ta!

r. Then we ate and talked about stuff. Mainly college. Then we went to the new Forever XXI store, which is humongeous! Then we left and went to her house

went to CT. JOSH CAME TO CT. I was sooo happy he came. I hope he had fun. I did.

On another note, michael got his braces off. His teeth look amazing. V

. We fed and fish and talked some more. Then we went to her room and looked through Delias catalog. Then Wii sports. That was fun. Then we had dinner and

ll. None of the stores were open yet so we just walked around. Then JC Pennys opened and we went into the sephora section and tried on make-up for an hou

esterday, was an EXTREMELY busy day. I went to church first service, cause i was supposed to have lunch with Sarrah. So we left and went on over to te ma

the family. Hm. Oh well. Then after church was dinner. Then the FIREWORKS. Which kinda sorta sucked. They were soooo long. Then i fell asleep.

Sunday, y

fun in the childrens garden. It was cool. Then i had to leave early for church. We had 22 kids. Thats all. I was, surprisingly, mad that i had to leave

oooool. Following the parade, we went to Taco Bell. Then the metro park around here. The girls, allie, rebecca, autumn, and then my siblings had a lot of

e a spot for us. My uncle Rob and aunt Stacey and their four girls were coming too. So the parade was fun. Kroger litterally DUMPED candy on us. It was c

independence day, was a good day too! The fact that we had church seemed off, but its no biggie :) so i had to wake up and go down to the parade and sav

nd i took a short nap. Then TRANSFORMERS 2. Oh my goodness that movie was action-PACKED! It was super long though. Still a good movie anyways.

Saturday,

d i took a trip to the zoo! Whoo that was kind o a lot of fun :) . Then we went and ate at the Golden Corral. Its kind of like Ryans. Then we went home a

Do i seem familar?
I've crossed you in hallways
a thousand times
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So the past few days have been pretty dang hectic.

Friday, my family an

<I>maybe what makes something perfect is how imperfect it really is</i>
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so like i said before, today was a good day. I found out how much jeremy really means to me. And its A LOT. I love him, yes. But as a brother. And, hopefully, thats all it will ever be, as i have NO chance with him. Ever. So instead of focusing on HIM, i will focus on our friendship. Which is good enough for mee :D

so i read two of michaels stories. From when he was 10. They are so cute! Only, he used a LOT of big words that i had to look up in the glossary in the back. -smirks- but im the only one who has read them, i think. Im so cool.

haha that made me think of the little saying "im so cool ice cubes are jealous" ahh good old days. Where everything was SIMPLE. I miss those days =/

like i said earlier, CT is tomorro night! Yay! Josh is supposed! to come. Same with michael. I want Josh to come more. But shh. You didnt hear that from mee.

Michelle has been in DC for almost a week. Only two more left! Haha i miss her VERY much! But im sure MD and her are having fun(: i know michael misses her.

i cant WAIT for school to start in the fall. Sophmore year is going to be AWESOME. i can just feel it!

well its about 1:30 so i should probably go to sleep.

ta-ta!

Bring 'Em Out

All the girls and the boys
And people making noise
Just let me hear you shout
Bring 'em out! Bring 'em out!

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Well today was a good day. a boring day, but a good day none the less. I watched Witless Protection with my family. That movie is very funny. With larry the cable guy. I also watched a good majority of Legally Blonde. That movie is REALLY good. Reese Witherspoon. She is an AMAZING actress. Gotta love her!

Tomorrow is youth group. Can't wait for more ulitmate! It is going to be a lot of fun, even if i dont play XD

Well. Thats it for today!

ta-ta

Everything

I tried to be perfect
tried to be honest
tried to be
everything that you ever wanted

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Today was a good day(: I didnt really get a lot done except my room miraculously got cleaned :P but I was just talking to michael. Hes a cool dude.

I dont know what to do about jeremy. I am so tired of going back and forth with him! if anyone has any ideas, please. let me know. kthnx.

well thats all for tonight...err. this morning rather.

ta-ta<3

Whew. So today was pretty boring and hot. Ana, izzy, caroline, and i all hung out at nicks. Teeheehee. We plyed wii and cuddled with toby. Hes such loving dog(: yep. Nothing new with pretty much anyone, as no one is texting me. Weird. Oh well!

ta-ta(:

Wow. I havent blogged in quite a while. My bad. Things have been going amazingly well(:

i got things straightened out with Shaun. A while ago actually. His grad party was a lot of fun. I got him a fish :P i dont think his mom likes me anymore. He should loveee what i get him for his birthday! Teehee.

michael and i have been through a lot of drama. He told vee(in response to her telling Him that she likes him) that he has no room for him in his life. Talk about being a jerk! But, following my advice, he explained exactly how he wanted things to her and *hopefully* theyre cool now! Yay.

i also told mike that i used to like him and that i needed a break to get my thoughts together. He thought that was odd. Lol

*press* lol
ta-ta! More in the morning(:

Well the past...two weeks? Have been very interesting. Last night i talked to Shaun. It didnt exactly turn out how i had hoped it would, but it still went well. (: however, he left me hanging as far as what happens next. Hopefully, we'll go back to the way it was before I was a dumbass. But if not, i mean, hes going to college so its not like the end of the world or anything. But i would LOVE it if we could go back.

So i found out i wasselected to be a student of the month! Woot!! Well. I gotta go! Ta-ta!

Woohoo! I went to alcrosse game tonight. We won verses south. 10-8 . One of my oold friends from middle school was there And i hung with her and our goalie, zach,'s girlfriend, megan. It was loads of fun. Rachel and i did the chicken dance when they played it and we goofed around.

I found out jeremy still smokes. Which is disappointing. But i cant really do much about it, its not my battle to fight...

im off to see star trek with the family. Should be interesting... I suppose..

ta-ta(:

Today was good. No yoga, but tennis with josh was fun :D he only has 10 days of school left til his exams ): having senior friends sucksss. Because when they graduate, they steal a little piece from your heart then leave to college. It is depressing.

Nothing from Shaun. Is he really worth the heartache? Thats the question i need someone to answer for me. Is. He. Worth. It.?. Im starting to think he isnt, but thats like two weeks of my life I'll never get back. And that sucks.

ta-ta(:

"its worth it brothers
And its worth it friends
to know your maker
to lose your sin
did you know that you are
dearly loved?"

i love that song :)) Its so true.

*sigh* i cant seem to stop thinking about him..

Well. Im off to school. No tests today, thank goodness! I didnt do my math homework though..,oh well. She can deal with it. I think giving out lunch detentions for not doing hw is STUPID... No one is gonna like you anymore(not that anyone does anyways, but it makes them not like you more). And hopefully shaun will say something today. I hate it when people get mad at me. I usually try to do anything i can do to fix it...
Well. Im at school.

ta-ta(:

So i have decided im done going to him... For now. When sunday rolls around, hopefully ill know what im going to do for sure. I hate the feeling of having people mad at me. It hurts me so bad. But ive apologized and tried to talk to him. If he wants to talk to me, ill be there. But it has to be his choice, not mine.

Nighty-night. (:

Today was good. Til I talked to mike. He brought up the on-going relationship issue with shaun. I don't know what I'm gonna do about it.

16 things
YOU HAVE to read all of them and if you don't your going to come across with problems in your relationship for the next month!
1) Guys may be flirting around all day, but before they go to sleep they always think about the girl they truly care about
2) Guys are more emotional then you think if they loved you at one point it takes them a lot longer then you think to let you go, and it hurts every second that they arent with you
3) Guys go crazy over a girl's smile ( :
4) A guy who likes you wants to be the only guy you talk to
5) Giving a guy a hanging message like "You know what uh...never mind....." would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking and he'll assume he did something wrong and he'll obsess about it trying to figure it out
6) If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him.
*you don't need to give advice
7) A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you.
8) GUYS LOVE YOU MORE THEN YOU LOVE THEM!
9) Guys use words like hot or cute to describe girls. They rarely use beautiful or gorgeous. If a guy uses that, he loves you or likes you a whole heck of a lot.
10) If the guy does something stupid in front of the girl, he will think about it for the next couple days or until the next time he spends time with you
11) When a guy looks at you for longer than a second, he's definitely thinking something
12)A guy would give the world to be able to read a girl's mind for a day
13)No guy can handle all his problems on his own He's just too stubborn to admit it.
14)NOT ALL GUYS ARE RUDE! Just because ONE is RUDE doesn't mean he represents ALL of them
15) WHEN A GUY SACRIFICES HIS SLEEP AND HEALTH JUST TO TALK TO YOU, HE REALLY LIKES YOU AND WANTS TO BE WITH YOU AS MUCH AS POSSIBLE
16) Even if you dump a guy months ago and he loved you he probably still does and if he had one wish it would be you to come back into their life
-Everything said in this bulletin is true


I saw that on facebook from rachel. Apparently its true. A few guys told me it was so w/e. *sigh*

Today in gym, we did yoga. again. the first time we did yoga was tuesday. CG is tryin to get walberry to let us do yoga, and the idiots do whatever else. I hope she gets him to let us. that would be a lot of fun (: well. I still have to do Bulger's science journals. all 18. yikes. and math homework. sooo. I guess I should go do it.

ta-ta (: