Well the past...two weeks? Have been very interesting. Last night i talked to Shaun. It didnt exactly turn out how i had hoped it would, but it still went well. (: however, he left me hanging as far as what happens next. Hopefully, we'll go back to the way it was before I was a dumbass. But if not, i mean, hes going to college so its not like the end of the world or anything. But i would LOVE it if we could go back.

So i found out i wasselected to be a student of the month! Woot!! Well. I gotta go! Ta-ta!

Woohoo! I went to alcrosse game tonight. We won verses south. 10-8 . One of my oold friends from middle school was there And i hung with her and our goalie, zach,'s girlfriend, megan. It was loads of fun. Rachel and i did the chicken dance when they played it and we goofed around.

I found out jeremy still smokes. Which is disappointing. But i cant really do much about it, its not my battle to fight...

im off to see star trek with the family. Should be interesting... I suppose..

ta-ta(:

Today was good. No yoga, but tennis with josh was fun :D he only has 10 days of school left til his exams ): having senior friends sucksss. Because when they graduate, they steal a little piece from your heart then leave to college. It is depressing.

Nothing from Shaun. Is he really worth the heartache? Thats the question i need someone to answer for me. Is. He. Worth. It.?. Im starting to think he isnt, but thats like two weeks of my life I'll never get back. And that sucks.

ta-ta(:

"its worth it brothers
And its worth it friends
to know your maker
to lose your sin
did you know that you are
dearly loved?"

i love that song :)) Its so true.

*sigh* i cant seem to stop thinking about him..

Well. Im off to school. No tests today, thank goodness! I didnt do my math homework though..,oh well. She can deal with it. I think giving out lunch detentions for not doing hw is STUPID... No one is gonna like you anymore(not that anyone does anyways, but it makes them not like you more). And hopefully shaun will say something today. I hate it when people get mad at me. I usually try to do anything i can do to fix it...
Well. Im at school.

ta-ta(:

So i have decided im done going to him... For now. When sunday rolls around, hopefully ill know what im going to do for sure. I hate the feeling of having people mad at me. It hurts me so bad. But ive apologized and tried to talk to him. If he wants to talk to me, ill be there. But it has to be his choice, not mine.

Nighty-night. (:

Today was good. Til I talked to mike. He brought up the on-going relationship issue with shaun. I don't know what I'm gonna do about it.

16 things
YOU HAVE to read all of them and if you don't your going to come across with problems in your relationship for the next month!
1) Guys may be flirting around all day, but before they go to sleep they always think about the girl they truly care about
2) Guys are more emotional then you think if they loved you at one point it takes them a lot longer then you think to let you go, and it hurts every second that they arent with you
3) Guys go crazy over a girl's smile ( :
4) A guy who likes you wants to be the only guy you talk to
5) Giving a guy a hanging message like "You know what uh...never mind....." would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking and he'll assume he did something wrong and he'll obsess about it trying to figure it out
6) If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him.
*you don't need to give advice
7) A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you.
8) GUYS LOVE YOU MORE THEN YOU LOVE THEM!
9) Guys use words like hot or cute to describe girls. They rarely use beautiful or gorgeous. If a guy uses that, he loves you or likes you a whole heck of a lot.
10) If the guy does something stupid in front of the girl, he will think about it for the next couple days or until the next time he spends time with you
11) When a guy looks at you for longer than a second, he's definitely thinking something
12)A guy would give the world to be able to read a girl's mind for a day
13)No guy can handle all his problems on his own He's just too stubborn to admit it.
14)NOT ALL GUYS ARE RUDE! Just because ONE is RUDE doesn't mean he represents ALL of them
15) WHEN A GUY SACRIFICES HIS SLEEP AND HEALTH JUST TO TALK TO YOU, HE REALLY LIKES YOU AND WANTS TO BE WITH YOU AS MUCH AS POSSIBLE
16) Even if you dump a guy months ago and he loved you he probably still does and if he had one wish it would be you to come back into their life
-Everything said in this bulletin is true


I saw that on facebook from rachel. Apparently its true. A few guys told me it was so w/e. *sigh*

Today in gym, we did yoga. again. the first time we did yoga was tuesday. CG is tryin to get walberry to let us do yoga, and the idiots do whatever else. I hope she gets him to let us. that would be a lot of fun (: well. I still have to do Bulger's science journals. all 18. yikes. and math homework. sooo. I guess I should go do it.

ta-ta (: